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Hokay.

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It's been a year or so already and I still haven't done anything decent or rather, I haven't done anything to do anything decent so that I can post it on here.

Instead I just open DevArt every once in a while just to put a journal entry and be all dismal and whiny about not being able to do anything productive which is like no different from what I do on Tumblr. The only difference is I get to reblog things there.

I'm at this point of my life again where I don't want to have a life like I literally do not want because I am heavily disappointing myself and everyone around me and I feel so bad for feeling bad about myself because I really don't have any right because I really didn't try do anything about it and yet I'm stuck in this dilemma again at this time of the year, again, which has gone for quite a few years already. Sure I may just be another whiny bastard with no backbone but I really hope to end it soon.

I just hope I'll have the resolve to do so.

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Hokay.

2 min read

It's been a year or so already and I still haven't done anything decent or rather, I haven't done anything to do anything decent so that I can post it on here.

Instead I just open DevArt every once in a while just to put a journal entry and be all dismal and whiny about not being able to do anything productive which is like no different from what I do on Tumblr. The only difference is I get to reblog things there.

I'm at this point of my life again where I don't want to have a life like I literally do not want because I am heavily disappointing myself and everyone around me and I feel so bad for feeling bad about myself because I really don't have any right because I really didn't try do anything about it and yet I'm stuck in this dilemma again at this time of the year, again, which has gone for quite a few years already. Sure I may just be another whiny bastard with no backbone but I really hope to end it soon.

I just hope I'll have the resolve to do so.

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Hokay.

2 min read

It's been a year or so already and I still haven't done anything decent or rather, I haven't done anything to do anything decent so that I can post it on here.

Instead I just open DevArt every once in a while just to put a journal entry and be all dismal and whiny about not being able to do anything productive which is like no different from what I do on Tumblr. The only difference is I get to reblog things there.

I'm at this point of my life again where I don't want to have a life like I literally do not want because I am heavily disappointing myself and everyone around me and I feel so bad for feeling bad about myself because I really don't have any right because I really didn't try do anything about it and yet I'm stuck in this dilemma again at this time of the year, again, which has gone for quite a few years already. Sure I may just be another whiny bastard with no backbone but I really hope to end it soon.

I just hope I'll have the resolve to do so.

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July July.

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Woah. It's actually been months since I last posted something in here? Time goes by so fast, I don't even notice it.

Anyways, I gots me a new PC now. I am so happy right now but give me about another week or two and I'll just be like everything's back to normal.

I really wish I didn't "blank out" when I was buying the keyboard for me setup.. I could've gotten the ones with red LEDs since the insides of my CPU are all red and 2 of the case fans have red LEDs.

It's not something THAT important but it just bothers me a lot. Oh well. I just hope this keyboard actually lasts for a good while or something.

So yeah..

That's about it?

Oh yeah, Happy July 4th everyone! Even though it's already the 5th here in the Philippines and I'm not even American. lol

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Devious Journal Entry

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Woah. It's actually been months since I last posted something in here? Time goes by so fast, I don't even notice it.

Anyways, I gots me a new PC now. I am so happy right now but give me about another week or two and I'll just be like everything's back to normal.

I really wish I didn't "blank out" when I was buying the keyboard for me setup.. I could've gotten the ones with red LEDs since the insides of my CPU are all red and 2 of the case fans have red LEDs.

It's not something THAT important but it just bothers me a lot. Oh well. I just hope this keyboard actually lasts for a good while or something.

So yeah..

That's about it?

Oh yeah, Happy July 4th everyone! Even though it's already the 5th here in the Philippines and I'm not even American. lol

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Devious Journal Entry by harethfuckedup, journal

Devious Journal Entry

Feb 26, 2013

So I actually uploaded some "good" photos I had saved up so at least my DevArt wouldn't be so lonesome and empty. Anything from me is highly amateurish, maybe not even, a more proper term would be noob-ish and that isn't even a proper word. I think. Oh well, the next time I open my DevArt will probably be a week from now? Because I really don't hang out here much. I'm much more of a Tumblr person. Heheh.

Half a year. by harethfuckedup, journal

Half a year.

Feb 26, 2013

Hard to believe it's been 6 months since I made this account. I've yet to upload anything of my own work. Not even crappy ones. Not even school projects. Hahahahah! Just goes to show how lazy I am and how I never really get to open my DevArt. My birthday is coming up soon and it's already ruined because Smash Project was cancelled. The good thing though is that my birthday is on a Sunday so I'll just be chilling as usual in this here house. Doing nothing. Celebrating nothing. And never getting to sing and experience Birthday Sex. lol I really should get laid sometime soon. It's to bottle up all this libido but then again, I don't really do

8 days later. by harethfuckedup, journal

8 days later.

Jan 8, 2013

So instead of posting on actual New Year's day, here I am posting on January 9th. All because I was too busy being lazy and watching movies and doing my main things which are League and Tumblr. But now it's back to school and everything is already tiring and depressing and we're not even halfway through the first month of 2013. That's how much I have loneliness in me. Gaaaaah. I'm looking to be a wee bit slightly more active here sometime soon. But until then I'll just be randomly posting journal posts every other I feel like doing so. Which is at every inconvenient time. Ever.

2012 by harethfuckedup, journal

2012

Dec 28, 2012

I'll probably make another on the 31st so this won't be may yearender post on this rarely used and opened DevArt account that I have. I just wanna say that's it's been another year already and damn, time sure does fly fast. But as the days, weeks, and years go by I feel sadder by every passing moment. I don't know why. I just do. I keep having all these depressing thoughts and random bouts of sadness like for a second I'm perfectly fine and then the next I'm all sad. Like I want to die at that very moment. Die a painless death. Leave the harsh reality of life being, well, life. Hard and unrelenting but rewarding if you're tough and lucky en

Apocalypse: A Merry Christmas by harethfuckedup, journal

Apocalypse: A Merry Christmas

Dec 21, 2012

So it's the 21st already and we're all still alive. The next thing I'm looking forward to is Christmas but only for the food because I got my present early from my grandma, a ticket to Smash Project 2013. And due to it being expensive, I gotta give back part of the money I'll get on the merry day. Because I'm a good person. Hahaha. I am extremely disappointed that absolutely nothing happened today. Not even strange lights in the sky or even a package in my mailbox with a game entitled Sburb in it. Nothing at all. *le sigh* I probably am also not gonna be able to watch Samurai X The Movie and The Hobbit in theatres. Which is crucial at this